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Straight Jacket by waiting4chaos, literature

Sin - Sloth by waiting4chaos, literature

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Sin - Sloth

Day turns to night. Night turns to day. The paradox where time stop and life ends seems so distant. Moments of clarity come and go. Bringing me closer to make a choice then turning out the lights. The sent of death creeps from room to room. Showing me visions of Destruction and Corruption. Death and Chaos. Bring me to the break of insanity. Teater me on the edge between dreams and Ingeniality. Ideas of fortune and perseption are contenplanted in these deep sittings. Severed Communication. The urban stranded. Stuck in an island of the mind. Growing thinner and thinner with each passing day. Heroin seems to supply my friendship n

Sin - Vanity by waiting4chaos, literature

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Sin - Vanity

Like a pleague. It will move through your body. Travel through your blood. Poison your mind. Deminish your Dreams. Burn your Desires. Pride... The Prime factor in this Disease. The Subatomic prime in self-destruction. Duplicating... Multipling... Conforming... Bleed me. Cut me open and take this parasite from my soul. Leeching onto my humanity. Slowly Comsuming everything that makes me different. Carnage in my eyes. Chaos in my heart. Disiray in my mind. But so much is better without you.

Gemini Fallen Angels by waiting4chaos, literature

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Gemini Fallen Angels

Wings of silver and gold. Beauty in the purest form. Feathers of yesterday blowing through the wind of time. Bringing her presence closer to the needs of my tommorow. Her beauty is blind to her own eyes. Her wings seem to fade to black when she looks at the enemy in the mirror. Her fire inside seems to grow dimmer by each passing day. Vanity consuming her look to humanity. So scrape away the gold. Grind apart the Silver. Cut off your beauty. Come to me. Let me take your wings. Let me take your pain. Let me take your Beauty. Let me make you Human again. So we can match our souls. Intertwign and mend. Blend in the light and d

Arch Angel Circumfrence by waiting4chaos, literature

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Arch Angel Circumfrence

The blood from my wrist stay at a stand still. This pain has no level of measurement. These wings on my back can no longer carry me farther. These wings that use to shine a beautiful silver. Now only matches the desert sands in a weathered rust. My heart feels like coal. My blood feels like Oil. My souls feels like ash. But i must keep moving on. Maybe someday. Maybe somehow. Maybe i will find a way to rekindle myself. Reincarnate myself to new vertures You eat me through and through. Starting at heart. Proceeding to my spirit. Uncovering my dreams. You just pluck away at the seams that hold you in me. SLowly letting in the

Hollow-Tip Romance by waiting4chaos, literature

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Hollow-Tip Romance

You sit there and stare into my eyes. Looking into me. Rapeing my thoughts. Fucking my mind. Stomping on my heart. Then coming back for seconds on my soul. You reach into my chest. Grip my heart from its roots. Rip it out and watch it wiether away in your hands. When i look into your eyes. My eyes go blind. I get lost in your mind. I feel as if im staring into the sun. I feel my spirit crawl into the light. I take shelter in your heart. I bask in your spirit. I flock to your mind like paradise. Sometimes people dont understand. Understand how people can be kneedeep in sarrow. Prospective is all that is left. So view me how

Love means by waiting4chaos, literature

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Love means

The feeling of being locked out consumes me. My souls escapes through my chest. Leaving me with just a bleeding heart. This Winter morning.. Thats all im left with. Her smell still lingers. Her voice still echos against these walls. Driving me to the break of madness. Then Delivering my determination to a new limit Sweet breaths of pardon. Slow times that seal me alone. This notion to search for love keeps pushing me farther. My body is tired. My mind is sleepy. My Heart is Distressed. My soul is relieved. Being able to rest. No barriar. No Limit. No fault. No blame. Just to move on. Stuck with one question cycling thro

Carved Desire by waiting4chaos, literature

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Carved Desire

Carved out of wood. Shaped with a knife Made with blood and sweat. Kissed with her lips. String attached to every part that is me. Constricting my movement to compressed motions. You carve me into your molded love. You make me into something you only see indreams. But deface me after you see im the only thing close too this figminte. You tie these stings around your fingers. Beautiful how things work out. You move your hand and i dance to your will. Absent of most human emotions. Love. Hate. Fear. happiness. Only left with sadness. I must stand tall. I must cut these strings away. I must Fight fire with fire. Before this

Rhythm Of Hearts by waiting4chaos, literature

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Rhythm Of Hearts

Countless hours spent searching my mind for the right thing to say to her. But as the words leave my lips she has already walked away from me.... and my heart. Time seemed to stop short the moment she left. Everything took a long pause. But in these times of seperation. I must find a way to come through. Find a way to see the top. Before the light runs out. Before i get lost in the tunnel. The tunnel where vanity seems to be law. Where self pity seems to be nature. Where love seems to be a traitor. Come home to me. Bring me your pain. Bring me your love. Bring me your needs. Bring me your wonts. Bring me your questions. May

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Uncanny Romance by waiting4chaos, literature

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Uncanny Romance

Days gone past. I look into your eyes and reminisce of Torn Memorys that wont leave me of a past so wrong. I can taste the Ivory of your skin I can smell The Fumes of your Inchanting soul I love you and you love me. I can only Shead a Tainted Blue tear I only just woke up. I long for you. Where ever you are. I wait. As long as the stars guide my soul As long as the sun Envokes a Lucid Torch in my heart My five thousand mile Journey must begin with 1 step.

The Lunar Touch by waiting4chaos, literature

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The Lunar Touch

As the waves of sanity hit my soul I felt each pass clean my Concinece I tasted the sweet taste of Longing enter my heart When i saw the stars i knew the twinkled like that for me My time of transition starts here For the true venture is within myself. I must find out what i was ment for or at least die trying. To this i blow a kiss to the moon. -=-Waiting4Chaos-=-

My Personal Phoenix by waiting4chaos, literature

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My Personal Phoenix

Her eyes Reflect the beauty of her inner Reflection and give me a reason not to give up When i Sleep i feel a warm feeling of belonging with Her. She Feels my soul as a Whole instead of my looks as a layer. She Rejoices in my love and Bathe's in my Concience She has no Barrier or limit. When i look at her i see She is the Phoenix. She soars higher then the hights of my mind Faster then the heart that loves her Burns Brighter then the Sun itself. She is my Personal Phoenix

Flickering Streetlight by waiting4chaos, literature

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Flickering Streetlight

When i look at my life in the mirror of my mind i can only shatter the mirror and taste the glass of Anguish Its as if i have a Disease They'll never have a cure for. But when i cry your the only one that dry's my eye's. I try to Think positive about things. But when your not here its like sitting on a high building and looking up I want you to take me far. I dont care where just far away from here. Where i can Live in the Bliss of your eyes and taste the fruit of your love But untill then i must stand in the shadows of mistakes that burnt into my mind One day the sun will set for me and The moon will guide us to Solitude.

7 Days from Sundown by waiting4chaos, literature

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7 Days from Sundown

You move like i want to I want to see like your eye's do The happiness you spread in one day can match the number of stars in the sky. When i still sit up late and hold your head in my hands and watch you sleep I think of what i would have done with out your Angelic soul in my life. It feels good to know your mine. You look into my eyes like you see more then i do. When i look in my eyes i See Failure. But it all fades away. Far away When i hold you in my Arms its like 7 days from Sundown

One day by waiting4chaos, literature

Fallen Summer by waiting4chaos, literature

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Fallen Summer

As i sit and watch the last sundown of summer I look deep into yours eyes. Fade to the back of your mind. Reminise in your memorys the way you see them The way you feel of things The way you feel... When i look into my hands i see cuts Cuts i can only see... Scars from another place, another time, another life As i sit on the roof of my house I write this as water comes down on my soul Smooths out my Rage and paves way for love. I put are Prospectives together and only see Infinity. maybe sometimes Infinity isnt to much of a Posibility. So i sit Dormid and wait. Wait for the Crisp Summer Breeze with the hint of the sea Wait fo

Fallen Summer 2 by waiting4chaos, literature

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Fallen Summer 2

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Tim by drippingblood, literature

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Tim

Coming home to a bunch of fucking chaos, "CARRIE GET IN YOUR FUCKING ROOM", my father demanded. I hear my mother screaming for her worthless life, should I even care? The sound of glass breaking, bones breaking, and screams have never sounded so good before. - am i crazy? - Do I really love to hear my mom getting the shit beaten out of her? She deserves it.. Does she? - i need to fucking cut i cant take this fucking yelling anymore, its driving me fucking crazy. FUCK. I wake up to the sun shining in my eyes, I walk in to the living room seeing my father and my mother watching tv and sitting on the couch like nothing ever happene

ll Soldier by gwendolyn, literature

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ll Soldier

with hatred and agony in mutiny and disbelief crying among soldiers crying with no defeat did i sell my soul to a daemon did i ever have one at all did i bargain my conscience for a million downfalls am i even awake at this moment do i do something to people do i make them strong and tall just so they can hurt me so they can run down glass halls will i always break mirrors will i always wreck trains will i always be a saviour to someone elses pain will i make it into dreams without putting up a fight will i keep my conscience while going to sleep at night can i run in silver fields can i play weeks after days will i end

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waiting4chaos

Jan 10, 2003

Final Notice..

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This is my formal Dismisal from Deviant Art do to personal matters.. I hope you all understand I will be delelting all my stuff as time progresses... Enjoy it while its there... God Bless and good luck on everything.. You all have my SN... Take care of yourselves... everyone.. If I end up creating a new Account.. and you are worth contacting I will let you know.. till then.. bye -Chris

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waiting4chaos

Jan 10, 2003

Final Notice..

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waiting4chaos

Jan 9, 2003

She Rocks my Fucking world

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This is a family I count on you... ...You count on me I am truly cursed with the mark of the Judas.. I have noticed time pass me by.. Burning all hope that stands in my way. Just leaving the obstacles so i can lose foot and fall further. I guess things are ment to happen for a reason... Maybe im not a good person... Maybe I shouldnt be around all these people... Maybe I should just move on and move out... But shut myself out from exsistance. Jesus Christ i miss her... On the run from johnny law and this aint no trip to cleveland

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equisite-illusionz

Nov 29, 2005

dude all ov ure works really good..
keep rockinG

fatelessmirror

Jun 18, 2003

Have a beautiful night. At least it seems you have gotten your chaos in your life.

spyed

Apr 10, 2003

Have you ever had a dream, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?

What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.

You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

I offer only the truth, nothing more.

Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill

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