This is my formal Dismisal from Deviant Art do to personal matters.. I hope you all understand I will be delelting all my stuff as time progresses...

Enjoy it while its there...

God Bless and good luck on everything..

You all have my SN...
Take care of yourselves...
everyone..

If I end up creating a new Account.. and you are worth contacting I will let you know.. till then.. bye

-Chris

This is my formal Dismisal from Deviant Art do to personal matters.. I hope you all understand I will be delelting all my stuff as time progresses...

Enjoy it while its there...

God Bless and good luck on everything..

You all have my SN...
Take care of yourselves...
everyone..

-Chris

This is a family
I count on you...
...You count on me

I am truly cursed with the mark of the Judas..

I have noticed time pass me by..
Burning all hope that stands in my way.
Just leaving the obstacles so i can lose foot and fall further.

I guess things are ment to happen for a reason...
Maybe im not a good person...
Maybe I shouldnt be around all these people...
Maybe I should just move on and move out...
But shut myself out from exsistance.

Jesus Christ i miss her...



On the run from johnny law and this aint no trip to cleveland

This is a family
I count on you...
...You count on me

Does it really make things better being a Realist?
....

Sometimes i question my own human compilation..

Do I really deserve the things that happen to me?
I dont know...
Maybe
Maybe not..
But they happen anyway... even if I dont deserve them..

So i just except my hatered...
Even if its from the people i love most..

It doesnt hurt me that they hate me...
It hurts me why they hate me..
The reason behind all this reckless rage...
The point there trying to make really has no direction
Let alone any foundation....

So whats the point...
Do i care?
yes...
A lot?
no....
About certian friends like Melissa and Zack and chris?
yes...
Enough to ruin my life
Not at all...
But enough for me to have nothing to say anymore
yes..


Knowledge is Certian doom...

Ignorance is retarded paradise...

Death is the easy way out...

True romance is the hardest task of all..

Will i ever find it?
no....
They will just keep hateing and hateing...

Time is a pattern... This pattern has order...
The order is hate in my case...
So this pattern shall not be broken in my favor..


-Chris



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D3lete




Bury your Fucking dead

This is a family
I count on you...
...You count on me


I am the Realist...
I found out why i cant let go of her..
Because she means to much to me to just leave..
I wont just let go..
If i knew there was no hope i would let go...
But i feel hope...
Yet i still feel Loseing all hope is freedom..
I guess i am a prisoner to my Humaine beliefs..
I can walk out on something if i wanted too...
But i choose i dont want to.. I would rather waste my time
Then know i never tried..

Melissa this one goes out to you...
I still love you as much as the first day.
I know it may heart that I cant let go..
But i know i never did anything..
I have names upon names that know me for who i am
They know i wouldnt ruin anything as beautiful as this...
Or what was...

Chris....


O well ...
Love
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Love to Melissa.. I see something in you.. that no one else sees.. You hold the best of me. I still love you more then any girl i have ever known.. your something truly different
Love to Catie... Your a true friend.. to the very end
Love to Mona.. Your as great as the first day i spoke to you
Love to Ronnie..You dont have to be blood to be family...I love you ronnie..
Love to Richard.. Such a sweet friend...
Love to Rachel.. You always cared to much.. shed to many tears over me.. Your the sister i never had
Love to Danny.. Where do i begin... Your just as good as ronnie and Richard.. But you and me have went through the same problems.. Family... Your the best Danny...


Family
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Love to Carlos....You are my brother ..
You are the person who keeps me moving on
My human Insperation...
To module my life like yours.
I know i have disgraced my name..
But i still love you ever after...
Your my only family....
You and Michelle..
I remember that Thanksgiving where i was home alone.. and you can and got me...... YOur the best. I love you

----Chris


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D3lete




Bury your Fucking dead